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... I'm sitting alone in John's apartment, looking at all the things that remind me of him, and I miss him... He's out with his other roommates and I'm suppose to be getting homework done. I'm not. I will though... I promise...

I love him. I truly do. And he makes me very happy. He leaves, I'm sad. He comes over, I'm happy. He calls, I smile. This must be the natural progression of things. :-)

School is... going... ok. Well. No, ok. I'm well. I have 5 classes and not enough time. Ever. Not that I'm good with time management or anything. I have 3 jobs that I currently attend regularly and one more on the way. (Like a child. Ha!) I may, hopefully, get rid of Universal and replace it with my new job as a substitute teacher for Volusa County schools. However, I don't know where that will fit into my schedule. I'm trying though.

Life is good. I'm overzealously happy. In love, overworked, and looking for a good time. I'll be 23 soon. I'm almost done with college- at least the Stetson version of it. All I can say now is that I'm happy.
Current Location:
John's place
Feeling a bit...:
contemplative contemplative
A Tune Please?:
movie- Practical Magic
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Here is the important-need-to-know information:

I'm in Virginia until Tuesday. I will defiantly be home on Wednesday. Bu I also work on Wednesday. And it's going well. We're (Elisa and I) are visiting Jeca now that we are all on summer vacation. It's beautiful up here and this is a nice place to settle down. (Just in case some other are looking for places to live...) Jeca is doing well and the drive up wasn't bad at all. I have never been here before so I am getting all my touristy things out of the way.

John and I are still together. Monday will be three months. I'm happy and in love and now just enjoying the lovely company that I can't bare to part with. This is the longest I've been able to tolerate being someone's girlfriend. Well, three months is usually the longest, however I like this one more than the others. So i think I might keep him around for a bit longer.

School starts back on the 22nd and since I have such a reliable schedule, it will be much easier to plan things like going/hanging out. This should be my last full year, hopefully graduating next fall.

So, I don't have much to say, at least nothing too negative. I miss you all and hope to see you soon. :-)
Current Location:
Jeca's place- in Virginia
Feeling a bit...:
amused amused
A Tune Please?:
movie- The Quick and the Dead
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I feel that I've been out of touch lately. However, I don't know if it's because I've been busy or if you've been busy. I'm sure it's a bit of both.

Now that summer school is over, I feel like it's the weekend all the time. My schedule is soooooo sporadic and most of it consist of being at Universal in some way, shape, or form. I still crash just about anywhere closer than my house and for that, I have been dubbed "the Gypsy". (I have been tying to cut down on driving, I'm kind of over it now.) I sleep in my own bed maybe once or twice a week and feel like I'm on-the-go-all-the-time. Right now, I'm home, enjoying my comfortable room and watching tv. However, I work at 4 tonight and then probably won't be home again until some time Sunday, since I close T-2 for the rest of the week (meaning I don't get off until 11). This is what I wanted- tons of hours and no school work. The only thing I didn't count on was John. He came out of nowhere while I wasn't looking and became my plan B.

Julie has been the only close friend of mine to see John and I in our element. We've hang out with his friends more often, mainly because they have more free time than my friends do. So every time I go over there, at least one of his friends is free. (We do get some alone time, I'm just saying that my friends are too busy to spend time with me, let alone us. Our groups are so different and it's funny the things we do in our free time.) When everyone in my crew got to see us, we had only been together for a few days and hadn't really gotten use to being "us." Julie kept saying, "that's so cute" and "wow", even commenting that we have an "essence" together. I agree. I will say that I didn't expect anything like this, anyone like him, but I have learned to love him. Learn is a weird way to say that- I love him. Simply that.

I know I'm busy and I know that everyone else is busy. However, I want to spend a bit more time with everyone, I miss you guys. John and I aren't attach at the hip, so you have just as much of a chance to get me alone as you use to. Well, sometimes we're together, so you might get "us." (Except for Jeca. When I come up, it will be a different "us.") We will also be at the movies on Tues/Wed.

I don't have any big, update-able information. Except I'm happy. That's got to count for something. :-)
Current Location:
home
Feeling a bit...:
bored bored
A Tune Please?:
Tv- Mythbusters
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My homework that is due today is finished. So I got online and I'm trying to calm down my weary thoughts of finishing all the other work I have to get done before Thursday and then, the work that has to be done before next Tuesday. And it's a lot of work.

I also have a dilemma. I have made it clear that I am going to visit Jeca in Virgina, in August. However, the universe has come up with some small, but bothersome thoughts to dwell on. Brian probably can not go with us. He as to babysit his parent's cat, during the 3 weeks that Elisa and I would be able to go on our road trip. And I really want to see John Mayer in concert. The is here in Florida August 7th and 8th. Which really isn't a dilemma. I would probably have to leave the next day. Which would suck if we leave at 6 in the morning. Plus, who is going to go with me to a John Mayer concert?

One more week of school. Actually, 2 more days this week and one day next week. Plus tonight I guess. So 2 more music classes and 2 more sociology classes. And then... the Work-a-holic comes back! I know you all missed her.

I guess everything else is good. How are you?
Current Location:
Library front desk
Feeling a bit...:
cold cold
A Tune Please?:
Click Click Click
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I'm taking a small break from my early morning studying- actually, I guess you can call it cramming. I got in last night around 2am, laid down for a short nap and got up at 6am to do some homework. (Why is it I feel more rested after only 4 hours and groggy anything over that?)

I'm completely over Music History 1. I hate the class and the structure- or lack there of. But, I only have 9 more days- including today at 1020am. Why does this class need to be 2 hours? This is such a waste of my time. Sociology, even though I'm having difficulty in the class with the way sociologist think, I'm doing well overall with keeping up with work and understanding the concepts. And I only have 6 more classes including today. This week and next are all I have to endure for Music. Sociology ends the week after that, and then my summer actually starts. Not that I have much planned (oh, just attend a wedding, brush up on my spanish, continue trying to write a musical and hopefully visit Jeca in Virgina).

Last night, I took John to Cafe Tu Tu Tango for his birthday and he was like a kid in a candy store. He had never been and I was greatly looking forward to my Chocolate Martini. We even got dessert! (Which, I don't think I have had at a restaurant in forever) Then we wandered around Downtown Disney to burn off all the calories we gained pigging-out for the last 2 days.

Ok, so being told that you are the kind of girl people wait for when you're 15, very disheartening. And kind of make me angry. (So yeah, didn't date much as a child, because boys liked to fuck you over then.) However, being told that at the age of 22, kind of romantic. And very sweet. So it is confirmed: I am the kind of girl you wait for. :-)
Current Location:
Home
Feeling a bit...:
cold cold
A Tune Please?:
TV- Brian Regan Standing Up
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I finished my midterm with a solid 15 minutes to spare before I leave the library and have to walk to class. I feel quite accomplished because this was a little difficult and I couldn't stay focused long enough to get it done in a timely manner. Plus I've been hanging out a lot and never seem to be home studying. (I did study at Brian's yesterday and love that we can sit, not talk to each other, and still feel like we're hanging out.) John isn't helping either. :-) Both supportive and distracting. (Funny, I guess I could say the same about Brian.)

The next few days is nothing but work. However, John's birthday is Sunday. His family is coming up and we're all going to dinner. Or having a party at his place, I don't know yet. (It keeps changing...) Monday I get to take him out. Our one month is June 13, boy does time fly when you aren't paying attention. I even bought him a card, being the cute girlfriend that I am.

That was a pointless blog, for all of us. I'm off to class. Bleh.
Current Location:
school-library
Feeling a bit...:
exhausted exhausted
A Tune Please?:
Click Click Click
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Because I find the notion completely ridiculous, last night John and I talked about "The Rules." It is a book, created by some uppity, older, country woman, about how to catch a man and how to keep him. And they aren't even legitimate in nature; they are sneaky and manipulative and for most women, very easy to follow. As I said, John and I bonded over this cute little book and how much our relationship is not governed by the rules.

Some of them are worth thinking about and keeping in the back of your mind. The first rule is "Be a creature like no other." And that helped me get the guy I have. I know I'm different and if I followed the rules, I would still be single. But things like, "Don't open up too fast" and "Don't call him and rarely return his phone calls" are just funny to me. There is also a rule that says "Don't accept a Saturday night date after Wednesday" and I broke that rule the first time we talked. We made a date for the very next day! How's that for rebel!

Current Location:
library-work
Feeling a bit...:
pensive pensive
A Tune Please?:
click click click
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Today is a small anniversary for me. It's been three weeks. Not too important but cute. Today was also a small victory. I called my parents (my mom and step-dad) and told them about John. And they said, "if you're happy, we're happy." I'm happy. Soon, a dinner date between the four of us will be set. He can't wait, but he was willing to as long as I was. Everyone is excited but me. Should I be excited?
Current Location:
home
Feeling a bit...:
satisfied satisfied
A Tune Please?:
TV- Law and Order
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Tomorrow will be my first day back at T-2 since John and I started dating. We have only worked together twice since he was cross-trained, somewhere around 3 months ago, and tomorrow is also our first shifts together as a couple. Few others know about us however, no one has made it a big deal- at least to him. Universal is funny with dating in-house and even funnier about sexual harassment and touching. Someone I'm not seeing can do what they want on the clock but groping someone you actually can kiss on your free time? Leave it at home. Tomorrow? Who knows.
Current Location:
library front desk
Feeling a bit...:
amused amused
A Tune Please?:
Click Click Click
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